Annual dinner 2016

Assalamualaikum..

Got nothing special to share but got a feel to write. And after thinking so long, so why not share about my company's annual dinner.

It's on last 7 January 2017. Held at Grand Paragon Hotel, JB. Dekat je. To be precise, depan office je. Dekat dengan office lah, dengan rumah aku, jauhhh. Haha.

No theme. Everyone can freely choose their outfit. And I chose to mix and match. Eleh biasalah kan. Annual dinner setahun sekali (dah nama pun annual cik adik), malas ah nak beli baju baru ke apa. Dalam pada malas tu sebenarnya dok usah jugak baju. Nasib baik lah baju yang diminati takda saiz dah, so anggap tu petunjuk untuk jimat. Haha.

Here we go. Palazo dah repeat 694 kali. Muahaha. Baju dah pakai pergi kenduri, dah pakai masa raya, dan lain2 occasion jugak. Muahaha lagi. Kasut dari 3 tahun lepas. Dan tudung jela yang baru. Aci lah nampaklah lain sikit. Tak semua repeat. Haha.

The annual dinner started at 7.30 pm someting if I'm not mistaken, but everyone should arrived at 6.30 pm. Don't know for what purpose. Haha. Maybe untuk bagi masa for those interested in taking picture outside the hall. Because this year we got so-called photobooth. So everyone can enjoy taking the picture first before the dinner start. I guess.

So, I also took the opportunity to take some pictures lah of course. The company already paid so much for that photobooth. So why not. We cannot membazir you know. Fully utilized please. LOL.

First : With Madam Leong

Second : With all Malay staffs in the company

Third : With my close friends

Forth : With all tax team members

And here all the pictures

Actually the third one is for a game. We got to do some reaction according to the instruction given. And that one is actually showing our "surprise face". I absolutely so surprise right? Haha. And we didn't win for it. Never mind. We had fun.

Ok next talking about the foods.

The foods were soooo nice. I can still terliur remembering the roasted duck. Ohh My God it was super delicious I tell you. Last annual dinner, we also got duck in the menu and it was my first time tasted it. But that time, the duck unable to get my attention. Haha. Just taste like a chicken but not really. Cannot describe it. Haha. But this time, the duck was so yummy. Crispy outside, but so moist inside. Then, cukup rasa semua lah. Sumpah sedap. Ha tengok punya sedap, cerita pasal itik pun satu perenggan. Haha.

And then udang tu sedap, ikan tu pun sedap, eh ala semua sedap lah. My stomach got a nice treatment that night. Haha. Eh tapi ada satu menu which is oyster. First time rasa dan mampu telan separuh je. Ingatkan sedap. Tapi macam apa entah. Mungkin cara masak ke apa tak kena tekak kot.

Menu of the night

10 persons in one table. And our table is like this.

It's full house. Haha. But half of them more enjoy taking the picture instead of eating. And I'm on the other half who enjoy my food. Haha. Makan lah nama pun annual dinner. :P

This is from company's camera. All the members from our table with our Ms Wang. :)

Dari meja ni, I'm the only one from tax department. The others are from secretary (mostly), audit and finance department. So let me introduce my team member as well.

Tax team

One of our member cannot make it that night. It's Elaine. She's unwell and cannot attend the annual dinner. So only 7 of us here. But during I write this post, it's actually plus 2 more person which are our new trainees. So far we got 10 team members plus Mr Chai, the manager.

And the rest of the night is all about to keep the memories. Taking photos here and there. Haha.

 

Ms Ho and I

Ms Ho is one of the closest friend I got in the company. Same age, 25 years old this year. Uhuk. She's still single but I'm not. Haha. She's sooo pretty. First time I saw her, I kept on telling myself that she's so pretty and I got goosebumps everytime I talked to her. Haha. But she's so nice too. Helped me a lot. And we also gossip a lot. Heh heh heh.

Mr Chai and I

Mr Chai is my manager. He's the one who always give support and sharing a good things to motivate his staffs. He always shared about his children which I can tell from that, he's a good father too. He used to visit me when I got accident last time. It's totally unpredictable since my house is far from the office. And I didn't expect anyone to visit me but he did. Just to share it all the good things he did to me, so later, I can thank him and always remember his goodness. Thank you Mr Chai! 

Madam Leong and I

Madam Leong is one of the most senior in the company. She started work since our manager is still young, I think still studying. She's also so nice to me. Whenever she got foods or anything, she will bring it for me. i got angpow, calendar for new year, kad raya and other little things but still, I appreciate all of it. Thanks for being our mom in the company, Madam Leong. :')

Madam Leong, LC and I

Talking about seniors, here we got another super duper senior. Already 30 years plus served in the company, it's LC. Respect her.

Nyuk Fun and I

Yang paling suka cari pasal with me, everytime! But still I love her so much! Whenever I got a call from intercom 108, none other than her, Ms Thien. Bebel2 sampai pecah telinga. Semua dia cerita. Haha. I love you Nyuk Fun.

Lulu and I

Lulu is the one who always accompanying me to get back home. Because she got married with a guy from Kulai. Haha. Still remember the first time she ask for a ride, she told about his husband first. "Now I just got married, so my husband can fetch me up everyday. But later after a month, I need someone to bring me back to Kulai. It's always like that. Only those who already get married know that situations." LOL. But Lulu, thanks also for keep me happy all the way to Kulai when you're around.

Cythia and I

Cynthia is actually our ex-staff from TU department. But now she's one of the consultant to our company. She will come every Monday, once a week only. To help and teach us in anything related to account, but mostly on GST. She's an expert in that area.

Hui Hui and I

My neighbour. Haha. She placed next to me. A clever girl and cute girl as well. Always layan my dumb joke whenever we stress. Haha.

Xin Yi and I

Another jiran. She's younger than me. She's cute and quite naughty. Haha. Keep calling me as "Are In" instead of Ain. Huh. 

Ok enough for the picture and explanation. Haha.

And the last but not least, the whole team. And your job is to find me. Haha.

T J Wang Group

Thanks everyone :) May the new year bring us more happiness and more blessings. Good to know each one of you.

Hello

Assalamualaikum..

Hello 2017!

Already 20 days here in a new year! But still feel new right. *wink*

Just feel like writing something or anything. So here a random post. You guys should just read this post okay! To avoid me feel abandon in my own blog. LOL

Lets do some reflection in 2016.

Basically throughout the year, I had a mixed feeling. Eh that one too obvious lah. Everyone also got mixed feelings dey macha. *Sigh*

When it comes to differences, it's the year when I started to work full time as a tax assistant. Oh actually I start working on July 2015 so it's actually not a new thing in 2016. But, the biggest change in my life when I start to understand the responsibility more. Being a senior (among team members), the responsibility become more. Cannot think only for myself, but for the team as a whole. It's absolutely different when I'm a junior (or trainee). I keep saying to myself that I didn't know anything, so I can make mistake. And senior will help me and adjust any mistake I've made and then I can make another mistake and they will fix it again and again and again. I don't feel to take the responsibility at all. Soooo bad yes I know T_T But that is what I feel during that time. In 2016, when I started to learn more, I know even better about what am I doing, then I start to give effort on that. No more cincai2 belajar. But I learn to earn something and give back to the others. More mature huh?

To me, 2016 is also about my family. We already moved to a new house after 22 years stayed in our old house. 22 years? Old enough right? Haha. It feels good and of course, feel new. Finally we decided to move because we think this is the right time.To get a new & fresh start (I hope so, please ameen kan). Since then, I think so far is a way better than before. We can adapt and adjust to new environment easily. As what we knew, berpindah (or berhijrah) is a good thing right? So I really hope this one is the right decision we've made. InshaAllah.

Another thing is maybe about relationship. Either with friends, family or anyone. I found out that in this age, I become more selective in choosing who I want to be with. I'm very reserved person. Not a talkative one. But, can become one with whoever close to me, even crazier than you can ever imagine. Haha. Some people, you can share your happiness with them but they are not actually happy for you. And when you share your problems, they definitely would not understand it. But they want you to understand them better. There's no relationship when only one person can only TAKE, while another person is the one who will GIVE. And I cannot be so bodoh anymore to just follow. So now, I select the lucky one only. LOL

Other than that is, ...

No, I want to stop here. Because it's a random post right? So the closing also will be so random. Haha.

I hope for a better future in 2017 inshaAllah. Strive for the best. 

May Allah fulfill my doa, and my parents doa (I need it so much), and everyone's doa as well.

2016

2016

It's been the most tiring year so far for me. Mentally exhausted.

While other people shared their ups and downs throughout the year and being grateful for all the lessons & blessings they got. But I'm here being so ungrateful. Never think of any good instead the bad came across my mind almost every single time. I know it was so selfish. I admit it. So sorry about that. That's me who need to be blamed, not anyone else. It's only ME.

There will be no one who knows my story. And I didn't let them know. Actually I chose to not let them know. I don't need any sympathy. I didn't want anyone to feel guilty for what I've been through. It's not fair to them. To face these all by myself is my choice. Besides I'm not good in story telling. Actually I'm bad. Easily to spread misunderstanding instead of reality happening.

And I always realized. People who know you well, don't need a story to be told. They can see your sorrow with a blink of an eye. Your long story is just wasteful to people who doesn't want to hear that. It will just get you into more problems, never a solutions. It's a relief to get a person who know you, and they are the one who start asking whether you are okay or not. They know you, more than yourself.

You.

You know I won't share my story openly to anyone. But I chose you to listen to my story. To get your support, not to burden you. You got my trust, and all I want is your support. At the beginning, I also decided to not telling you anything. But from time to time, I shared almost everything once I believed you are not like the others. You are part of my life. You are a family. But it seems not going as what as I demand. And yes, I burden you unintentionally. Sorry. I know it's my fault. You deserved to get a better & happier life. And it's definitely not with me.

You left me when I'm in my most horrible & unstable state. You knew that. Thanks for leaving me. It's actually answering my question. And now I know what to do and what's not. But trust me, I was so pleased to have you in my life. It was once the best moment I ever had in my life. To know that someone care about me besides my family and my best friend. Thanks again. Now you are free. No responsibility over me anymore. :)

I believe that I was so easy to be distracted and influenced by the things around me. And that's the reason I leave everything & everyone that I think will give me negative vibes. I stop following people. I stop doing something to please others. I stop comparing my life with anyone's life. I stop read on something bad about people who I don't actually know them. I stop trying to be someone else. I stop thinking bad about people. I stop almost everything.

I want to be me. I want to do something with my own thought. I want to do any decision by myself. I want to do the thing I love to do, not anyone else. I want to see the result of my own decision by not comparing with others. I want to be alone. I want to read all the books I want from the book shelf in the book store. I want to wear what I comfortable with, not what is trend. I want to grow. I want to be better. I just want to be a happy me.

I don't know if it is the so-called Mission 2017.I honestly have no mission at all. I was fully demotivated. No feeling. No motivation. Nothing. All these will be faded real soon and I will becoming more hateful & heartless.